Happy 19th Rowsheall Kailyn!

Dear Rowsheall Kailyn,
You turn 19 today (Ok I'm early it's the 29th you turn 19 lol I read the date wrong) :) and when Katelyn turns 18 on August 15th you will be able to come and find me and end this hide and seek game the courts forced us to play back on Aug 29th, 2002 when I last seen your smiling faces. I am so sorry I believed the workers that were on our case that I had everything done and that I was getting you girls back. And relaxed in that reassurance only to be told total opposite in court to the judge. I'm also sorry I listened to my court appointed lawyer that we were looking good and didn't need my character witnesses and that if we brought them in it would of hurt our case. I am thankful for the family who took you in as your own and gave you both the life I couldn't provide as I was poor. You were conceived in my womb but also in the hearts of your adoptive parents <3 I have prayed you were happy and raised better than I could ever do. I know in my heart you were. For that I'm thankful.
Mommy Becky is here waiting with her arms opened ready to hold you in her loving arms again.
See you soon baby girl!
Sincerely,
Your loving birth mother,
Rabeka Jo (F) D