Dear Girls, I have been so busy lately I said I was going to post everyday I can't so here I am posting. I just had my Gal bladder out last week so I'm still recovering from that. I think about you both each day and its hard most days to face a day without you two here beside me. I miss holding you two and reading to you or telling you two the story I made up especially for you two. I pray each day for you two, I pray you two are happy and are well taken care of. There is no way I can be for sure. I can just trust the liars who lied to me about the case that you are happy and doing well in preschool and what not. I cant wait till you two come home. I have so much love waiting here for you. I love you both so very much!!! I am going to end this because I need to go lay down cause my wounds from my surgery are hurting and I need to rest. I will post as soon as I am able. I Love you Rowsheall Kailyn (03-1999)and Katelyn Marie (08-2000) I love you too!!!. Sincerely, Your loving mother sitting here waiting for you to turn 18 and come and find me.... Rabeka Jo (F) D PS. Rowsheall I didn't forget your Birthday I just wasn't able to get online I wanted to wish you a happy birthday even though its late...I did think of you and wish you a happy birthday I love you so much and I said a prayer for you on your special day...I hope it was happy...I cant believe you are 5 years old now!!! You are probably getting SO big...And making your adoptive parents so proud! I love you...And what ever you are doing I am proud of you....But if you are doing bad!!! I will still love you but you know better!...I cant wait to see you! Hurry up and get here...Love you talk to you later Bye bye I love you Katelyn!!! I love you Rowsheall!!! I cant seem to say it enough!