Dear Rowsheall and Katelyn,
Sorry I haven't written in awhile, but lately your brother Dylan has been being quite the drama king and wanting to permanently get rid of a temporary problem. And I've been very discouraged on doing anything. Awhile back I scratched on my wrist to release frustration but it didn't help like I believed it did many years ago when I did it regularly, so I won't be doing that again. I almost ended up divorced because of it, my husband doesn't understand it wasn't an attack on him, nor an attempt to leave him. Anyway. I'm back in counseling, though I think we need marriage and family counseling, so does my counselor...anyway I wanted to drop a note, to let you both know I still think of you every single day multiple times a day, I love you so very much and I really wish I could see you via picture. And I'm sorry I haven't sent anything to your file...I want to be able to edit my things I say to you...like I can here on the blog (even though I haven't edited this blog accept for misspellings and jumble words I come across when I read it). Anyway.
I'm going to my counselor now
Talk to you later
Love you and miss you bunches!
Sincerely,
Your loving birth mother,
Rabeka Jo (F) D
